::muSic iS mY |ifE.. mY |iFe iS muSic:: [[an old blog]]

2006-02-16T08:38:00.000Z

am officiALLy moving onto http://videlkuchiki.blogspot.comthanx for the time. thanx for the joys and memories.thanx and sorry for everything.huhuk..

ada band - manusia bodoh

2006-02-15T06:51:00.000Z

Mencoba bertahan sekuat hatiLayaknya karang yangDihempas sang ombakJalani hidup dalam buai belakaSerahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdirTak ayal tingkah lakumuBuatku putus asaKadang akal sehat iniBelum cukup membendungnyaHanya kepedihanYang s'lalu datang menertawakankuEngkau belahan jiwaTega menari indah di atas tangisankuTapi sampai kapankah ku harusMenanggungnya kutukan cinta iniSemua kisah pasti

owh take me back to the start

2006-02-09T01:21:00.000Z

::padi - kasih tak sampai::Indah .. terasa indahBila kita terbuai dalam alunan cintaSedapat mungkin terciptakan rasaKeinginan saling memilikiNamun bila itu semuaDapat terwujud dalam satu ikatan cintaTak semudah seperti yang pernah terbayangMenyatukan perasaan kita ...Tetaplah menjadi bintang di langittttt!~Agar cinta kita akan abadiBiarlah sinarmu tetap menyinari alam iniAgar menjadi saksi cinta

my best friend's wedding

2006-01-30T04:29:00.000Z

27th-january-2006congratulations to both mr&mrs azlan..semuge kekal ke akhir hayat. amin ya rabbal alamin.p/s: e'jaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. cpt cpt buat anak dan dpt anak comel.. tak sabarrrrrrrrrrr nak buli anak dikauk :D28th january 2006hepi 24th betdey yance.mood of the moment: demam.song of the moment: fall out boys - dance, danceowh take me back to the start..

sugar were goin down!

2006-01-24T05:36:00.000Z

said im crazy but im not.. i missed UK so much.and i cant confessed more.. people will hate to read.urghhh.. i have nothing more to write. i might be removing soon.. dunno when.. sooner.and till then.. i had this in my mind rite until the end of the day, everyday, just before i close my eyes..lifehouse::blindI was young but I wasn't naiveI watched helpless as he turned around to leaveand still I

let there be love

2006-01-04T08:27:00.000Z

hnm..its not that im bz with worklife or anythose that kept me silence..im bz watching days passed me by i guess.last years memories were unfaded. i cant imagine how many things happened so fast, sometimes unrecognised, most of them were unintendedly done, and some of them.. were sickening me.but i accept the fact that, not everything we want we will get.. not everybody's perfect.i mean. i do get

rindu

2005-12-13T08:42:00.000Z

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatikuyg memanggil rinduku padamuseperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

atchoom

2005-12-08T02:30:00.000Z

kepada cik zee..tahniah! awak bukan sahaje buat saye hilang ingatan sebanyak 300 mukasurat notes pelajaran, malah awak juwe buat saye demam! i simply cant concentrate the minute after that, and im still at it.what is your intention dear lady?videl80@yahoo.com is soo fncking my email. geddit?mood of the moment: i cant sleep.song of the moment: padi - kasih tak sampaii need an answer. dun put me

dealova

2005-12-06T09:25:00.000Z

what i notice is, i cannot like dewa's song if being heard for like once.i have to play atlis twice, and thats when i will rewind it like foreva.their song stuck in my head even after i wake up in the next morning.terngiang2. especially the lyrics. power syial!this is once's song [dewa's singer], dunno who's the composer, but you see:"aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmuaku ingin menjadi

rama-rama

2005-12-05T02:25:00.000Z

no they're not indo-band. they are malaysians!yupp they sound like dewa/padi, but heck, atlis they got samtin for me to hear instead of tomok/those s-bands. dewa is their idol neways.ah-hemn, bideway, those who interested in the lyrics, here goes it.arjuna - rama-ramabumi semakin sunyitanpa kamu disisiseolah tidak terhentidibaluti oleh mimpi2hadirlah kemimpikutetaplah disisikuraikanlah rindu

jujur

2005-12-03T16:19:00.000Z

duhai kekasih pujaan hatikudapatkah kau memberiku satu artisedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengertibukan sumpah atau janji* buktikanlah bila kau ada cintasetulus hatimu bisa menerimasebatas kejujuran yang kau milikibukan sekedar bersamareff: jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setiatinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersamajauhi diriku, lupakanlah akujujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setiatinggalkanlah

sedih tak berujung

2005-12-03T03:10:00.000Z

the apple-crunch ke apple-crunches ke apple-cruff ke apple-cr...the person rite next to me is not eating that! he is not eating! and im so loving it!aiyokkk susahnye jadi org pendiam [pendiam? wawa told imah that i'm pendiam :-"]ok, how do you approach a person sitting next to you on a bus/tren/plane?..for an apple-crunch1. err excuse me.. seems like youre practising your own diet now and i think

happy engagement day kaklong

2005-11-29T01:48:00.000Z

1) kaklong - engaged. finally.2) and we will have this happy family at home.. maroon is the colour-theme.3) me and e'jathanx for kaming dude.4) o'a and e'ja. susah susah sejja dtg jauh2.. thanx skali lagi dewdssss..5) suke budat init.. ayu yg panggil diri dia 'awu' sbb dia tatau nak sebut ayu?6) mari memberi subiniye lalalalawuwuu bz nyer guek.7) mak yg tak menang tangan lalu memakan tangannya.8)

what with you

2005-11-25T02:50:00.000Z

"i think they are not nice people"how dare you to say that??she totally get me pissed off.she's like representing wanita-bertudung, but, she's giving the baddest example of all..who is she? yupp. she's zahra from malaysia's most beautiful show ituhhh..eeee.. she's the backstabber type of person, and she speak arrogantly, rudely.segalagalanyalah. yup she's rite about being our ownself, but, what

sharp as thumbnail scratch

2005-11-24T02:39:00.000Z

kepada budak gemok yg kurang hajo..kau bukan dtg lambat sepuloh minit, bukan 20minit, bukan juwe sengah jam..kau lambat sejam 45minit.. moerkhhh!~kau bukan saje ckp mcm bagos, kau cakap secare kuang hajo! moerkhh!~kau mmg tabest lah! dah lah kau belagak, bodoh sombong, keji, mengadangada pulak tuh!takreti diuntung!kekecik tanak mampos, dah besa nyusahkanaku!!ko dah tayah datang dah! kau dah lepas

a silence i cant ignore

2005-11-23T01:27:00.000Z

1: 20th november 2005selamat penantin baru puan farah nadia aka oWwe & Ibrahim Johan aka BJyupp, we did rawk the Dewan Merak Kayangan by our unshamed voices.bagai nak runtoh dewan ituh. and so sorry to the organizing committe [the GBs], our table didnt really listen to the slideshows because we were busy eating, provided, pacat had her voice all out that we can only see the slideshow with pacat's

yang terdalam

2005-11-14T08:52:00.000Z

Yang Terdalam - Peter PanKulepas semua yang ku inginkanTak akan ku ulangiMaafkan jika kau kusayangiDan bila kumenantiPernahkah engkau coba mengertiLihatlah ku disiniMungkinkah jika aku bermimpiSalahkah tuk menantiTakkan lelah aku menantiTakkan hilang cintaku iniHingga saat kau tlah kembaliKan kukenang di hati sajaKau telah tinggalkanHati yang terdalamHingga tiada cintaTersisa di jiwa

science-tist

2005-11-10T23:56:00.000Z

life is not about how youre gonna live without him.its about how youre gonna live with him.ennit? only if..o'a buddy, thanx dude. you rawk big time! port dickson anyone?mood of the moment: sakit - zahir dan batinsong of the moment: element - bukan orang sucii wanna be: bad girl, not innocent anymore.

you made me die

2005-11-09T01:26:00.000Z

KENAPE AWAK BUAT SAYE MCM NI? kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?

aku menunggumu

2005-11-07T01:27:00.000Z

1. yupp.. yaarite. these what happened in Kg Pasir Ambor & Kg Juasseh Tgh itew. Those watching TV3 on the 2nd day of Aidilfithri, yupp, yaarite. Takde air! Demit Beladihell. Macam nak mampos aku ngangkut air! and you know what the Menteri Besar said? "owh, kami tidak pernah menerima sebarang aduan mengenai masalah air ini" KEPALE HANGGUK KO! aaa.. geram. almost every year since the last 10 years

so long n gudnait

2005-10-28T06:14:00.000+01:00

dear job,way up becoming the person i am today was never being imagined.i remembered well how i adore the doctors and want to become one, one day.then i realised my fear towards blood adrenaline anything jellies..and i remembered how i luv computers n internet and i told mother to become computer programmer.then i realised my fear towards blind. [ke blindness? tak sedap plak ayat nih]..and i

here we go now one more time!~

2005-10-25T07:41:00.000+01:00

this is what awaiting me back home. it takes less than a month to reach kg.pasir ambor.wow! bravo nizam and his palshipping company! [waves]and the smaller box is the one i tumpang with joni's kontena. reached me 3 days after nizam's arrived.yayyy sukenyeeeeeeeeeee...1: see my 'boroi' conquered one whole box yg kecik itew. duhhh.2: mom was like: "yaallah kakngah, ape mende ko bawak balik nih.. "

semua tentang kita

2005-10-19T08:45:00.000+01:00

saya ishtiharkan saya sudah gilakkk..lalalalala... bahaya nya kerjaya inih!mood of the moment:flyhighsong of the moment:peterpan - semua tentang kitai wanna be:hehehhh.. cantik. boley?

saye suke m.nasir

2005-10-18T05:29:00.000+01:00

seriyes bodow guek sgt malash dr tadi tak begerak satu keje apepon! and i finished this tag instead.tagged by naiza.seven things you plan to do before you die:1) having grandkids [meaning: dah kawen dan ade anak dan ade cucu. wow. cucu sure cute kan]2) perform the haji with my family.3) finished visiting the 7 wonders of the world. [wohoho! mcm boleh la kan?]4) scuba-dive [tepengaroh ngan citer

moerkhhh!~

2005-10-17T06:45:00.000+01:00

testing testing.using new commenting system. dhaaa..[who knows how to import comments from another system?]*out to kl sentral*mood of the moment:bhaaa!~ saye suke budakbudak.song of the moment:hoobastank - the reason [still berhantu la this one]i wanna be:rich.as usual.

in my place

2005-10-14T06:45:00.000+01:00

where i spent my entire daylife nowIn my place, in my place,Were lines that I couldn't change,I was lost, oh yeah.I was lost, I was lost,Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed,I was lost, oh yeah.And yeah, how long must you wait for it?Yeah, how long must you pay for it?Yeah, how long must you wait for it?I was scared, I was scared,Tired and under prepared,But I wait for it.And if you go, if you

blurry

2005-10-13T09:16:00.000+01:00

saya memang suke dgr lagu lamalama.eukkkkk this is memorious.dgr lagu ini saye tingatkan zaman practical saya ituh. saya akan makan dikedai yg suke pasang channel 71 dan selalu sgt kuar bidiyoklip lagu ini.puddle of mudd - blurryEverything's so blurryand everyone's so fakeand everybody's emptyand everything is so messed uppre-occupied without youI cannot live at allmy whole world surrounds youI

welkam to the club

2005-10-12T07:59:00.000+01:00

great!~i have had a person to hate in my office.she's totally annoying irritating dan tidak dilupakan.. disturbing.and when i complain silently to another colleage, she proudly welcome me to the club with:"hahaha kalau ko suke dia, ko = taknormal. so, betul da tuh.. tahniah!~ sure ko tgh bengang gile eh. gue dah selalu rase. bsabo byk2. buat bodo aje kesiotan mulot dia tuh"wahai XXXXXX, dikau

missyoulove

2005-10-11T04:39:00.000+01:00

alamak alamak, i didnt realize that music is my life, my life is music had had touch its reader's limit.huhhh.. i did plan in the heart [deep down in my heart only] long time ago that i'll put a gathering with my frens who read my blog whenever my reader's stats reach 10,000. [10038 at this post]ehehe sounds poyo, but i want lah.cemane ek?and i'll close this blog after reaching 10,000. [kononnye]

i've been tagged

2005-10-07T01:43:00.000+01:00

wuhoho i've been tagged by naiza and lets chain this:20 Tahun Yang Lalu (1985)aiyokk.. i cant remember what happened.. ahha, my brother came out of nowhere ahaha..no-lah. my bro was born.. i live at tampin tis time. rumah saya dekat dgn beret polis, saya dan kawan2 dr kawasan perumahan saye akan selalu begadoh dgn anak2 polis tuh. diorg mmg jahat mcm setan. saye masih ingat seorang budak botak

PARAM: pasar ramadhan

2005-10-06T03:53:00.000+01:00

ramadhan again.i almost jumped in the car when i myself decide to tapau samting from the pasar ramadhan, realizing the fact that i havent went to any pasar ramadhan or at least pasar malam since last year. duhhh.. i really miss this.unfortunately, to my dissappointment, reaching ttdi's param[param: a shortform of pasar ramadhan] was way jammed. traffic crawled and so do people at the pasar

hilangkanku

2005-09-30T01:52:00.000+01:00

IMAHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNhepi betdey dewd!~mood of the moment:istikharah.song of the moment:amy search - [budak belakang eja pasang kaset dia nihh]i wanna be: by the beach. white sands. with zero moment inside the head. i really need a break.

saya sudah talarat

2005-09-25T03:32:00.000+01:00

1. happy betdey peachy!~and happy engagement day too.2. saye telah tidak suka beberapa ketol wanita :-"[eeee geramnyeeee kat popan2 gedik! pis :-"]3. welcome back trex lond zahar. [bile sebenanyeh weh? tatau exact date]4. saye belom makan satey kajang :((5. addicted to cheesecake semula.. tolong bang berahem tolong!!! saye berase seperti sudah naik kilo-kiloan.6. saye tidak tawu bagaimana nak

stressed

2005-09-16T19:54:00.000+01:00

1. thanx lond, trex, zahar, imah, naiza and others coincedentally/un sending us at heathrow, london.dunweri about the hand luggage: they wont timbang that.2. the 12hours flight was ok compared to kl-london journey last year. last year we cant sleep and finished all movies termasoklah kuliah cinta yg keji tuh, but this time i managed to finish one only and the rest, i sleep.3. 'PANAS!~' the first

berdebar

2005-09-12T14:25:00.000+01:00

ya Allah.. selamatkan perjalanan kami.semuge kami selamat sampai di Malaysia.amin.touchdown at KLIA on tuesday 5.30pm.all are welcome.

the day before the check out

2005-09-09T20:10:00.000+01:00

will i miss sharing the same kitchen with you guys?will i miss sharing the same sink..?will i miss sharing the same fridge?will i miss sharing the same freezer? where i will announce: this is my fooking partition yuh beladiful!!! [when they were not even twice,but so many times putting some babi inside my partition.. ahheyyy~!]i will miss you dear housemates.. will i miss.. i will miss..i will

tru calling

2005-09-06T20:08:00.000+01:00

the moment i step back inside my room i felt the emptiness..emptines kaplahottttttttttttmy roommate had moved out.and let's see..i lost my luggage.. how am i gonna go back to malaysia kelak???and few documents inside.. i cant remember, but i think my x-ray was inside that big-bag. few certs.i lost my shoes.. tak mahal mana.. but should worth my pulau perhentian to-go-journey what??and my selipar

kisah klasik untuk masa depan

2005-09-04T18:29:00.000+01:00

i was standing at the edge of sharp knife in that very time.bila ditelan mati ammaa, diluah mati appaaa..dear fren,i am sorrysorry for worrying too muchand sorry for sometimes trying to be the saviour..im here if you want me, im yours you can hold memood of the moment: kusotsong of the moment: peterpan - mimpi yang sempurnai wanna be: by your side. seriously.

if i told you this was killing me

2005-09-01T22:46:00.000+01:00

the first box is full..the second box is full..the third box is also full..and im craving for another box..gile banyak wehhh barang nak shipping balik malaysia!!!when i tried to seal the last box, i heard this sound of children's song..yu know this twinkle2 little star kinda song..and ahh.. mbe it came from nowhere, so, i ignored..and the sound didnt stop.. it seems to yell louder..and i put my

all of the stars has faded away

2005-09-01T10:57:00.000+01:00

cerita ini adalah rekaan sematamata, teda kenemene dgn yg sudah mati, dgn yg hidup ada sikit2.satu hari awak tanyaawak: "arini awak nak makan katne?"saya : "nak nanes... tatahann.. dah lame awak tak tanye saye centuh :(("..saye nampak ade airmata bergenang dlm kelopak mata awak.awak: "dulu saye tak keje, tade duit nak ajak awak makan.."awak tarik napas, lepas tuh awak tarik tangan saye dan

happy independence day malaysia and myself

2005-08-31T10:50:00.000+01:00

olomokkk.. 4 days in a row been posting new entry..obvious ke?nahh.. announcement: i have totally nothing to do accept tido..[and trying new recipe like laksa johor yg mcm meegorengkari].sekian, salam merdeka kepada diri sendiri.and world pis :)>-and i dedicate this folowing song to miss goodself."Everything You Want"Somewhere there's speakingIt's already coming inOh and it's rising at the back

at my most beautiful

2005-08-30T11:23:00.000+01:00

mood of the moment: numbsong of the moment: rem - at my most beautifuli mean nothing to you.

the that conversation

2005-08-29T14:19:00.000+01:00

berdasarkah kisah benar.. after a conversation with a new-fren who reads my blog since lastyear.she is broken, he is not..she is sad, he proposed..she is declining, he tried again..she accepted the hopes, but he's already in a relationship..he had break up with the gf, what she knows..he likes her, she likes him even more..he's silently with his old-gf, she doesnt know..he's clever, she's

empty decorations

2005-08-28T09:33:00.000+01:00

7am london - +7=14=2pm Malaysiaa phone ringing.. maxis phone roaming from london..'hello'- a chinese man with an attitude'hello'- me with suara garau baru bangon tidor mmg sgt kantoi punye suara baru bangon tido sape yg penah call time i tido mmg tawula cemana rupe bentuk suara time nih'hi.. im eng apopotah.. from kampeni apopotah.. blalala.. want to interview.. lalala'terus yak

the one with the Chelsea

2005-08-25T23:33:00.000+01:00

we: me, laily, imah, naizalined up for chelsea futbol tix for i think almost half an hour [and the line moved very slowly]until we reached the samting-door very near to the counter, a man stepped near us, and made another line after us..[mbe bekoz we kinda not lining up very properly kot..]i was like : " nih apesal tak beratur bebetol nih.. gi laa beratur kat blakang woi.. "but then, ofkos he

..saya pula nak makan..

2005-08-22T22:56:00.000+01:00

inspirited by babed's blog [yupp babed.. im your silent reader lalala:-"] 1.satey kajang haji samuri.. takkesah la kat kajang ke kat taipan-usj ke kat warisan-putrajaya ke kat awan besar ke.. janji dia satey haji samuri..2.asam pedas ikan mak masak..3.daging rebus cicah air daun tatau tuh.. slurpp mencicih airliyur..4.masak lemak cili padi mak punye je.. org lain tak power mcm mak masak.. lalala.

i never felt this empty before

2005-08-21T16:39:00.000+01:00

alkisah di suatu malam yang sepi.. ciktupai sedang berjalan2 dihutan siber..dia dikejutkan olih seekor anak beruang inih.."hi cik tupai.." encikberuang mentegur.."hi encikberuang.." ciktupai menjawab malu2..[festaim ditegur oleh seekor beruang]"sorang je ke ciktupai? ;;)" acu encikberuang.."yela.. malam2 bute nih..tiada sape nak temankan saye disini.." adu ciktupai.."chantekkkk!! marilah kita

put your heads on my shoulder

2005-08-19T19:20:00.000+01:00

boringggggggggggggggggggg !!!!!!!!!~pernahtak rase sgt pressure sbb boring walaupon ade byk mende sebenanyeh nak buat?if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call yance and go tgk wayang..if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call eja and go gossipping at hartamas square..if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call imah and go watching teatre at istana budaya.. [imah at uk now]if i was in malaysia

wake me up when september ends

2005-08-14T16:18:00.000+01:00

"Ada berisi ada yang kurus, ada melencong ada yang lurusbukan semuanya tulus ada sempuna ada kurang upayaada yang jadi buta hanya bila sudah kaya"siapa ckp semua perempuan bertudung tuh baik?siapa plak ckp perempuan tak betudung tuh jahat?siapa ckp perempuan bertudung tuh alim?siapa plak ckp perempuan tak betudung tuh tak alim?siapa ckp perempuan betudung semayang tiap waktu?siapa plak ckp

kahwin campor.. ada apa dgnnya?

2005-08-12T14:19:00.000+01:00

dewasa ini acapkali kita terbaca di dada kadkad undangan perkawenan..cina kawen india, india kawen melayu, melayu kawen omputih..bukan itu sahaja.. lelaki kawen lelaki pon adaaa 8-x.. [kategori kawen tolak, bukan kawen campor].kawen campor sudah menjadi resam yg tidak dpt dimalumalukan lagi..walaupon masih sebangsa, anak mami kawen ngan anak jawa bugis pon di katakan kawen campor..salahkah

i loathe that hye-won!! hwaaakkk!!~

2005-08-11T08:58:00.000+01:00

pada suatu hari laily telah memberikan saya fail bertajok: BERSAMA LINDA(astro.tv): isu:mawi ketika saya sedang bertongkos lomos siapkan draft final report saya.laloo: hai lorrsaya: iman wan:">saya: :Xsaya: :">saya: iman-kite xhemsem ponsaya: kenape iman nih hemsem yehlaloo: takde laa hensem sgt kotlaloo: ;))saya: tak hemsem but attractivesaya: silap penggunaan suku sakat kata8-xsaya: :">laloo:

karma

2005-08-08T14:56:00.000+01:00

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,And think of youCaught up in circles confusionIs nothing newFlashback warm nightsAlmost left behindSuitcases of memories,Time afterSometimes you picture meI'm walking too far aheadYou're calling to me, I can't hearWhat you've saidThen you say go slowI fall behindThe second hand unwindsIf you're lost you can look and you will find meTime after timeIf you fall

ungu violet

2005-08-03T19:53:00.000+01:00

=)) i read from one source and it says:"Seorang lelaki bernama Amat yang baru saja menjalani malam pertama bersama isteri barunya, menceritakan tentang kemusykilannya kepada seorang sahabatnya, Mohd. Jamil."Wah, gila juga! Ternyata memang benar," ujar Amat. "Kebiasaan yang sering kita lakukan ketika masih bujang, boleh berulang pada malam pengantin.""Maksud kau? Sebenarnya apa yang berlaku

mencari cintak

2005-07-28T14:41:00.000+01:00

while doodling in yahoomessanger:=)) gelak genggoling..memule dia kuarkan pen merah tuh dia buat yg bibir atas tuh siriyes takde rupe bibir lalu sgt perah otak kuberpikir apekah inih.. atlis yg guek lukis yg atas tuh ade rupe bibir ye tak?[inilah dia apebile kanak2 rebenaberi x dibedung tangannye melukih.]mood of the moment:saket bakang badan.. sengal2 sanesini membuat projek inih yg nak due dah

im getting tired of pretending im tough

2005-07-26T10:20:00.000+01:00

aneh aneh.. byk pekare aneh belaku lately :(..1. tibe2 dpt sms ade org tetibe reloadkan prepaid maxis guek. tapi RM10 aje la.. salah reloadkah?2. org ini telepon guek : 012-6158659 sapekah? dia ckp pelat cina.. dia tanye dpt tak rm10 reload tuh? dia tak tanye nak suh hayar balik.. dia mcm suke2 bejaye reload.. ade apekah dia inih? kalau awek dia melayu, takkan dia takcam suara aku nih lain dr

aku sayang padamu

2005-07-18T21:34:00.000+01:00

hikhik :">I'M BACKKKK!!! from my paris tripuh-oh i luv paris i luv disneyland :*the events:day 1 - 17th july 2005we arrived at paris 11.45am and checked in at grand hotel de paris.. homban segala bagasi ugly and started the journey after zuhur+asar prayer secare jamak..places of interest yg sempat pegi ialah:1.notre dame - cathederal yg besar among biggest in europe.. [taktau.. just remember the

buuuuuuulan madu di awan biru

2005-07-15T14:50:00.000+01:00

hehhh.. bismillahirrahmanirrahim [berdoa]going to PARIS first thing tomorrow's 5am.dont get me wrong.. not that im not excited, tapi, my mom dok risau2 tuh.. [takot kene bombombom, takot diserang anti-islam].. making me nervous nih, takot jugak ek..anyway.. fuhfuhh disneyland.. here i comeeeeeeeeeeee muhuhuuu tak sabar... eiffel :-x wuwuwuuu..okok lek aaa hasifah :D[-o<[huwaaaaaa x dpt tenok

been used

2005-07-13T12:48:00.000+01:00

dari kecik aku mmg takot tenok darah.selalu mak mmg tak kasi tenok kalo dpt peluang tenok.dia tawu aku takot. ade skali kite pegi melaka, ade accident baru terjadik tepi jalan, mak cepat2 suh jgn pandang! tapi aku terpandang. aku nampak sebuah helmet yg still ade kepale dalam dia, dah pecah-retak tapi tak terbarai abis lagi helmet tuh, dan terkuar darah kat retak-belah helmet tuh. terus terbayang

tuhanku

2005-07-07T20:58:00.000+01:00

went to school like nothing happened.i know nothing.heard the voices whispering to each other.dont go to london today?? whats happening man?am not advise to go to london.. why?read the warning: You were not advice to go to London due to the series of bomb-attack on the London Underground this morning.automatically called imah, no answer.called suri, no answer.oiy angkatlah telepon woii.. i wanna

a message

2005-07-03T21:41:00.000+01:00

My song is loveLove to the lovely songAnd it goes onYou don't have to be aloneYour heavy heartIs made of stoneAnd it's so hard to see you clearlyYou don't have to be on your ownYou don't have to be on your ownAnd I'm not gonna take it backAnd I'm not gonna say I don't mean thatYou're a target that I'm aiming atTake my message homeMy song is loveMy song is love, unknownBut I'm on fire for you,

no name face

2005-06-28T15:23:00.000+01:00

duhhhhh....at certain point of time i felt the utter boredom of writing an entry for my beloved blog..but, i want to i want i want..[keep in mind videl : this is for your future reference!]ah-hnmmm.. the updates:1)been busy with my dissertation project the last-last week and last week..in lab the whole day the whole week,[reasons:a) to make me look more diligent towards completing the project as

pride

2005-06-20T14:01:00.000+01:00

" if your enemy is hungry, feed him;if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head."do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.Romans 12:20mood of the moment: betrayedsong of the moment:peter pan - di atas normali wanna be: i'd be good, dun weri dun weri, bible nih guek bukak sajesaje je ni..

di atas normal

2005-06-17T03:25:00.000+01:00

so we had an enormos makan2 time at battersea court where we were invited by kakfidah for nasi tomato nyummm [walopon agak terovercooked :D]and after the un-moved condition due to fully-full-stomach, we had this game : sorta the uno-stacko [duh i mis playing this] but this one called jenga.. same condition and rules.. here we go...teliti itu penting..mari sergah dia.. bhaaa!!!!!~ha-ha taktawuu..

dia untukku

2005-06-13T11:02:00.000+01:00

i figured that the more busy i am, the more updates will be in this blog..[go figure my examination weeks will have more updates than my hols week]people said : tebalik-kot..now that im not so busy.. [pretend2 seja].. i don have anything to say pulak..well anyway.. had this comment from miss-suebengkeng for the last-entry: "jj n nana getting engaged next week! followed by ur rumet techenta at 5-4

against racism

2005-06-06T13:45:00.000+01:00

i like them being so-oh intelligently-creative.i must admit their enormous, fabulous [counted ke nih :D], formidably marvelous, monstrous, prodigious, stupendous, tremendous underground system - the tube system - london underground.. no other city in world can even being compared to theirs. i went to barcelona's metro-underground, rome's, malaysia's lrt-star-putra system [this one sah-sah totally

bes i ever had

2005-05-30T20:19:00.000+01:00

im back!!!!!!!!!! i mis my room sweet room and i miss my bantal busok the mostand i miss bergayot on the fon:(pfufhh.. i was erm quite trembling kot at this moment.. agak demam.. huhhngeh ngeh ngeh..lotsa things happened during our ITALY-TOUR..but the most memorable one of course:1. roommate spookywe have to share a room with a stranger at florence..at first imah confidentally said : "jgn risau

mari blaja bahase italy

2005-05-24T09:50:00.000+01:00

i see it in her eyes.. then, i see it in his eyes..soft outside.. cruel inside...or..soft inside.. cruel outside..watdya say?one may look devilishly-cruel duhh.. but unspokeble soft inside sahngat.. or..one may look soft aja.. but prodigiously cruel inside ya'll!~.. >:) roarrrhhh~[ah-henmm.. i dun think i look any soft.. apemende gue mepek nih.. ]ahh.. the transition winter-spring [cold - hot]

makciknab

2005-05-18T16:39:00.000+01:00

mammahhhh.. mammaa yu know i luv youuuu... [u knoe i luv yuh]..mammahhh... mamma youre the queen of mai hearttt... blalalala lagu boyz 2 men..hepi betdey makkkkk..nah segambar makciknab.. sape windu makciknab dan masak lemak makciknab angkat tangan!! [sayeh.. sayeh.. :(]tepon rumah: "moshimoshi.. akum :D" [mak guek ske marah guek ckp moshi2, tanak kasi salam]"komsalam ha yer.." [adik aku nih mmg

cinta gila

2005-05-16T14:57:00.000+01:00

[ramot baru yance the cikgu zaibo]rasa rasa mcm baru je semalam kita belarilari ke kompleks pkns-shah alam tuh nak gi buat pasport..sampai2 situh saye tetinggai surat beranak.. dgn besabar awak suh cpt2 naik kete smula dan awak drive menempohi federal-hiway + ldp sikit from shah alam ke kelanajaya gi amek surat branak kat rumah saye dan ke shah alam skali lagi...rasa mcm baru smalam je gak panjat

mr & mrs smith

2005-05-03T17:36:00.000+01:00

1.satu dah bangon...awak bangon pagi dan dudok di atas katill..dan ade sorang wanita tengah urai2 ramotnye yg panjang ituh pakai sikat di tepi cermin samel menseru: " satu dah bangun... "dan dia ituh kemudian menghilai2 ketawa 8-xlalu awak pon tido smula scare terkencing didalam suar..that is the most popular ghost-story in hostel..sape dudok hostel dan tatau citer ituh mmg sa-orang yg dudok

come back down

2005-04-27T14:21:00.000+01:00

mood of the moment:stunned, stoned, stimmed [err adeke?]song of the moment: lifehouse - kam bek doni wanna be:clark kent [versi pompan, supaya bole meniru dlm xm]last minute study is so me.. bosanbosanbosanbosanbosan...and when the bored feeling cross the line there somewhere.. mulala pikiran ku melayang2..looking see-thru the pencil-case [the one with harrods sign on it :-"] ada depan mate nih

the end has only begun

2005-04-23T01:28:00.000+01:00

i luv yuh jason wade :xi would strongly recommend smallville episode4.18 to all lifehouse-fan.. wuhuhu it swept away my lots of misses to lifehouse agagaga 8-x.. rambot jasonwade sgt kacak pulak skang auww ai jatoh chenta utk kali ke 69 :x dupdapdupdap..lifehouse hit the beginning of the episode with "come back down".. i was like omigod jason wade!!! dgr suara pon dah tawuu and i was like

pandangi langit malam ini

2005-04-21T17:02:00.000+01:00

cerita ini saya tujukan khas untok imah dan sue yg takdela jauh dimata takdela dekat dihati :-"tak dilupakan juga saya tujukan molek2 kat mak, ayah, kaklong, dan banglang kat kg pasir ambor yg byk pokok kelape tuh dgn ucapan : "rumah ituh syurgaku".. [homsik]Realiti dalam hidup..Anda tentu pernah menyintai seseorang bukan?? Saya pasti, apabila cinta itu tidak dibalas anda tentu merasakan diri

everybody's changing

2005-04-17T01:30:00.000+01:00

.. and i dont feel the same....point pertama:shopaholic i am..yaa.. the intention that glows in the mind when first asking laily to go to tesco nearby is actually to burn some LOUSY-FAT-and-CALORIES lah.. dah agak seminggu gak x kuar bilik nih.. so when the jammed-head felt really exhausted and kusot sgt with those assignments, walking out is one way to heal the pain..[beside the fact that i

you like who you like larh!~

2005-04-11T21:32:00.000+01:00

i watched sepet at last..ade 2 ekor watak which i loathed.. amat nyah! [wenci watak nyer bukan org nyeh tapi lantas wenci juger orgnyer lalala ku inih mmg sengal]satu: mamat balak kpd si lin- bespren si orked tuh.. azam kot ke apetah name die [sesketi je si leli kasik name nih].. alaa.. yg matsaleh celop tuh.. huh.. he himself pon guek mcm menyampah.. watak die lagila guek menyampah.. udahla tak

mr.lonely

2005-04-05T18:45:00.000+01:00

begidilah kaedahnye apebile dah dirasoki kerasokan men-gem..pic.1: bersame2 clanmates ronda2 lalu menamel gama ditepian sungai juwa..huhuii.. ape ingat senang ke nak kumpolkan seme ahli clan dan begama besame? susah tau.. seme nak kene masok server yg same.. server plak salu exceeded.. uhhh poyonyer clan inihh..pic2: semorang pon memakai uniform keje memasing.. ade champ,hawker,knight,muse[

alhamdulillah

2005-04-03T18:24:00.000+01:00

amboi.. quiz2 sensasi buat.. quiz2 gini tanak buat.. :ptry lah.. peace :)>-You scored as Islam. Your beliefs are most similar to those of Islam. Do more research on Islam and possibly consider taking the shahadah and officially becoming a Muslim, if you aren't already.Despite the actions of some - who go against the teachings of Islam - Islam is a religion of peace; the word "islam" means "peace

kikopikolo

2005-04-03T01:25:00.000+01:00

[err.. guek dah tidak bermusuh ngan minyak.. peace :)>-] minyakmasak: cikpah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!minyakmasak: cd aku jdkiko: dah bejaye la tuh:Pminyakmasak: sukanye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kiko: :)) gelak bahak2minyakmasak: aku x ada blogkiko: bengonggggggminyakmasak: kau tulis kat blok kau ek hasik kejayaan aku niminyakmasak: aku burn desprate housewifeminyakmasak: tulis lakiko: :))kiko: eh ko dah ade sampai

when it comes to being lucky he's cursed

2005-03-30T11:17:00.000+01:00

'coz opportunity comes once in a lifetime.. u better lose yorself in the music blablablaaaa..' -eminem:loseyourself-yelaa.. im not a big fan of futbol ke apepe bol ke.. tapik.. bile peluang dtg depan mate.. sape tak ske.. mesti mahu ade satu kesempatan.. and i admit.. i did watch futbol sebab tenok player hemsem je lalelaaa.. unlike leli yg mmg minat sbb the game itself.. [kate anak coach.. haros

manchester i'm in love

2005-03-22T23:21:00.000Z

lalala baru balik from manchester & liverpool..dan tetibe menjadik man-u fan peace all :)>-silekan suka..http://videlcute.fotopages.com[off to newcastle n leeds tomorrow]mood of the moment: moodysong of the moment: sitisarah-kesetiaan muahahahahai wanna be: invisible

all you have to do is crying

2005-03-16T11:45:00.000Z

no yu don have to listen to me1.transistor from malaysiai got 2 assignments kaw-kaw to submit before the break.. one is a 3k-words-for-god-sake-hanye-menyumbang-15%-finalmarks-cilakak-sunggohmenyusahkankelapeotak..another one is a lab to be presented on this friday which i wont be there coz of my tuhla-memandai-buat-plan-awal2.. this lab started with a design on the ads-layout dgn segale

**mungkin nanti...*

2005-03-15T13:53:00.000Z

kite selalu tenok lelaki melayu kapel nan amoi... kenapekan?kite jarang tenok lelaki cina kapel nan pompan melayu.. kenapekan?tapi kite salu tenok pompan melayu kapel nan matsaleh.. kenapekan?kite nak tenok sepet kite tatau kenapekan?kenape ek?mood of the moment: kite tengah getiksong of the moment: macthbox romance - tigerlilyi wanna be:nicole kidman

you and me

2005-03-06T18:26:00.000Z

i read this advert on the toilet-door while 'wee-ing' [@campus-uni of surrey] and the title is:"hooker training-interested??"gosh.. i was like: hah? hooker pon ado trening kalu?[mcm senang je keje pon kene ade trening e?]:-s and my yellow-mind slowly goes to: seducing-customer method? or.. way to threaten rich-cus? hnm:-/..when afterthat running-thru the whole piece of the paper.. the advert was

nothing's gonna change my love for you

2005-03-01T18:07:00.000Z

semalam...dudok lab buat design ads yg kene submit harini..balik rumah dah pagi.. sgt sejuk dan takot nak balik tapi kugagahi.. dan tidor dalam kelaparan sbb tak makan sgt kat international-day ituh...hari nih...ade kelas since pagi.. gap sejam.. tak sempat buat apepe selain solat dan makan 2keping roti lalu pegi lab lagi..petang nih.. ade tutorial tapi tak pegi sbb talarat sgt sebab dah abis

brotherly love

2005-02-22T20:36:00.000Z

actor/actress:he is an engineer who's doing part-time bisnes kecil2an..she is a phd student cum researcher at uni of surrey.. who loves cooking.. so we always like adore her for all her very-genius-way of baking or eniting towards deserts..they had a son.. very cute i promis..and they had a helper cum maid all way from malaysia..synopsis:we [me n my fren] kinda baik-baik-gitu with them all..and

you had me at HELLO

2005-02-14T23:59:00.000Z

ahlaa like yu guys read when i updated my blog:P... tapi.. i update instead..[my mind will always go like: 'mcm ade org nak bace pon..' tapi.. this is for my own-future-ref eniway.. bole bace semase hari tua.. akan-akan-datang nanti bole bace sukesuke like i always did.. i read my previous post myself eheheks gatal.. :D]1.snowthe climax of the winter: first snow in surrey was on 13th of february

its snowing man!~

2005-02-14T13:33:00.000Z

the most pathetic valentines ever"Valentine" - the get up kidsit's words you forget to anniversary songsthe bottles bite backyour tolerance wrongyour good intentions count for little anymoreif you're sorry why wage war?i'm not fully convinced that there's something wrong with thiscould another point of view, biased and untrue, tear me away from you?will you be my valentine if i'm a world away?

I can't take my mind off of you

2005-02-05T20:08:00.000Z

penahtak dok sensorg boleje tegelak sensorg bile tingat samting?? i dunno why... listening to ruffedge/VE-khayalan made me smile..mesti akan tingat kat imah.. kat rumah-KJ.. the story: i tried hard to memorise of how this song:khayalan's like.. and i asked eja: "eja, cane dah starting lagu khayalan?".. and imah yg jawab [imah mmg jarang tau nak tolong bab2 lagu/musik2 nih.. kire sesuatu sgt]..

like toy soldier

2005-01-31T01:01:00.000Z

mari membalas panton [membalas blog sue bertarikh 31-december-2004] HEPI BETDEY SUE kau dah nak masok 25.. aku baru 24tahun 31 hari.. dan umor ituh tande kematangan.. [dimane mmg dasarnye dan jauh kedaerah hati.. kauk lebih matang dr aku segenap segi].. ko dah start bejalan aku baru tehegeh2 nak merangkak kot.. dem! "bengkenglaa sue nih"- ejan cakap.. ye.. memule kenal kat 2nd college-UM ko dah

life is like a boat

2005-01-28T01:01:00.000Z

tuka templet inih bersempena betdey yance.. nanti guek tuka semula.. [sbb skin inih telah tidak menampakkan apepe gamba daripada dilihati olih mata kasar ngeeeheeeeee... ] niway.. yance's turning 23rd today.. [im 24 ngehe].. and ucapan saye utk betdeyboi: semuge menjadik lebih matured nguhuhu :D.. semuge menjadik tak kuat jeles nguhuhu :D.. semuge tak gado2 marah2 dah yeh.. dan semuge kite

owh tuhan kuberserah segalanya kepadamu

2005-01-25T13:16:00.000Z

in the RFIC&MMIC class... ø [its a zero-0 with a slash] this a phy-character.. [pronounce fai/fi] my lecturer - an englishman was explaining this equation when he mentioned 'fai'.. then he asked our small class.. what du yu rilly call this? a 'fai' or a 'fi'? and a guy from greek membantah: "noh.. its a fi!" and the 4-guy from UK: "its a fai!" and the 4-guy from hongkong:"its a fai!" and the 4-

salam aidilfitri & maaf zahir batin all

2005-01-20T13:11:00.000Z

timba yg patot carik perigi ke perigi kene carik timba? sape kate org lelaki tak bergosip? hell yeah they did gossip.. blah ah~! im not gonna provoke that.. for i did claim that woman do do gossip.. so whut.. atlis thats wat made us alive lalela:-" and niway.. back to the issue i wanna bring-up.. [mind you: this is not to kutok this guy.. plis read to the end! its the point inside his story

plis help me with this situation!!!

2005-01-17T20:34:00.000Z

duhh~ class again.. its past an hour of the 1st class of the new semester when then i realized that that-face look familiar.. then i turn to laily beside me and was :"eh..sape name lekcere nih?" and laily and husna both turn to me and said "dr.jefferies" and doink~! "lahh.. nih supervisor guek!" and we laugh.. "hey girl how come yu diden notice him from the beginning?" masyaAllah i've been

way away~

2005-01-13T20:19:00.000Z

..and im wondering.. wat if i be the duck?? wat if i be the bird?? im like a bird.. ill only fly away.. i donno where my soul is.. i donno where my heart is.. hnm.. bored to the hell.. winter owh plis go away.. pliss.. [points taken: wat if i step on the frozen lake? will i ever balanced myself on it.. or will i fall.. atau akan retakkah ia dan dol~ mampos tenggelam kebekuan..?? ] ..and im

get well soon han-neyh

2005-01-09T17:46:00.000Z

nahh.. pecaye tak kalo yan yg kasi poem nih ni?? :D mmg tak arr.. yan demam cecibir [read:cirit2].. :( semuge semboh cepat:(.. and this is samting for all awex2 semalaya dan mat2 romeo yg hangat bercinte tuh.. bwk2 kasi awek korang.. lalala... [another impact of surfing] saya suka tengok jari awek saya...cantik betul ni sungguh sampai takut nak pegang...bukan takut patah... takut nanti jari

the end is the beginning is the end

2005-01-05T16:35:00.000Z

im a bit late in this.. sweetest/hardest memories of year 2004 1.the tioman's vacation with greatest buddies in world.. eja,imah,sue,oa,bum... barbeque yg trajis.. gitar yg trajis juwe.. snorkeling yg bekoyan2 trajis.. 2.the valentine di jembatan putrajaya-MOF?.. 3.the few bunch of live performances including disagree n naked breed.. not to forget the tragedy of incubus-konsert.. [half the

happy betdey to me

2004-12-31T15:21:00.000Z

today is 31st december nd today is my birthday.. i don wanna grow up.. i'm a toisaros kid.. im getting old.. finished tadika.. i entered TBS-tunku besar school, tampin.. finished UPSR.. i entered sspkL.. finished SPM, i entered UM.. finished bachelor degree in electrical engineering, i went working at telco-company, damansara perdana,PJ.. unfinished workload.. i went to uni of surrey,UK.. and im

the neverending story

2004-12-25T20:05:00.000Z

this is gonna be hell longgg~ ok..where to start.. adoi.. byk sgt nak ckp sampai dah tatau nak tulis ape.. this is for sure for the spain-tour we went last 19th-24th december 2004.. we were succeeded.. thats for sure.. memule cuak sgt gelabah.. adekah akan berjayekah?? but then.. we managed.. dgn pembahagian tugasan yg sgt jitu lagi persis.. lalu.. alhamdulillah.. selamat pergi.. selamat kembali

away from the sun

2004-12-18T01:09:00.000Z

this blog'll getting silent starting tonite.. off to spain-tour 19th-24th december 2004 [secare gamble ok~!] and those barcelona, cordova, seville, malaga, victoria.. pfuff.. we were all freshies [read:1st timers].. seme tak pnah jejak & tak pnah tahu wats spain all about.. so.. guess it hafta be: expect the unexpected lah kot.. takot sesat jeee.. dgn ketua-darjah yg takble dipercayai: that is

**30 hari mencari cinta*

2004-12-15T10:57:00.000Z

buat aku tersenyum:) ade sejenak kite akan rase rindu yaa amat kat seseorang dimane kite hampir menangis kerana merindui... pernah tak? ahh.. dont blame me.. die dtg sendiri.. tetibee je.. takble nak buat ape.. kekadang deep in my heart i kept asking.. where hell is my destination? wats my intention.. wats his intention.. and i run back thru our first encounter last 3 years.. i tried to remember

::muSic iS mY |ifE.. mY |iFe iS muSic:: [[an old blog]]

** ada band - manusia bodoh **

** owh take me back to the start **

** my best friend's wedding **

** sugar were goin down! **

** let there be love **

** rindu **

** atchoom **

** dealova **

** rama-rama **

** jujur **

** sedih tak berujung **

** happy engagement day kaklong **

** what with you **

** sharp as thumbnail scratch **

** a silence i cant ignore **

** yang terdalam **

** science-tist **

** you made me die **

** aku menunggumu **

** so long n gudnait **

** here we go now one more time!~ **

** semua tentang kita **

** saye suke m.nasir **

** moerkhhh!~ **

** in my place **

** blurry **

** welkam to the club **

** missyoulove **

** i've been tagged **

** PARAM: pasar ramadhan **

** hilangkanku **

** saya sudah talarat **

** stressed **

** berdebar **

** the day before the check out **

** tru calling **

** kisah klasik untuk masa depan **

** if i told you this was killing me **

** all of the stars has faded away **

** happy independence day malaysia and myself **

** at my most beautiful **

** the that conversation **

** empty decorations **

** the one with the Chelsea **

** ..saya pula nak makan.. **

** i never felt this empty before **

** put your heads on my shoulder **

** wake me up when september ends **

** kahwin campor.. ada apa dgnnya? **

** i loathe that hye-won!! hwaaakkk!!~ **

** karma **

** ungu violet **

** mencari cintak **

** im getting tired of pretending im tough **

** aku sayang padamu **

** buuuuuuulan madu di awan biru **

** been used **

** tuhanku **

** a message **

** no name face **

** pride **

** di atas normal **

** dia untukku **

** against racism **

** bes i ever had **

** mari blaja bahase italy **

** makciknab **

** cinta gila **

** mr & mrs smith **

** come back down **

** the end has only begun **

** pandangi langit malam ini **

** everybody's changing **

**you like who you like larh!~**

**mr.lonely**

** alhamdulillah **

** kikopikolo **

**when it comes to being lucky he's cursed**

**manchester i'm in love**